yesterday night...like about 10:15 pm...vivian was called me...i thought her jus wanna chat with me...but her voice was so serious...so i asked her : " eh..wat's going on? "she said that yvonne called her...and she said something that was very hurt to us...yvonne said : " you and cai didn't lend your hand to help me settle the problem...you two like watching me let the fire burn on my body...but diddn't come to resuce me...just let it be...somebody that was come to help me and resuce me is jess..not you two...i'm so dissappointed on you...if that is a change...i hope that i can change you 2 friend...to get jess..."....oh my god!!!we just like get a big shock and so damn sad...how can you said that kind of word?? we dosent understand...yvonne...vivian and me can describe that we are best fren...becoz we already know each other since i standard 1...until now we still are friend...we already know each other almost 10 years...how can you said like that??...i cant accept it...it is very hard to accept...heart just like broke..vivian also very sad...she said how can she accept it...she cried...when i was on bed...i felt that i cant fall asleep...this two was too much things happen around me...sigh...

today...yvonne told me that she was not serious when she said that word...she just want to 'jik' us...she dosent meant like she really want to do it...she just wan to wake us up...don't always said dunno when something was happen...dont just kept quiet...give some comment to her...to solve our problem..she explain many things to me...she teach me many things...she also told me that i should't be like that...i should be responsiblity...as a friend...i should do something for solve our friendship's problem...thanks for telling me the truth...my best friend...i cant find another friend that is better than you..although...that was quite sad when i heard that...as a friend...i will try my best to do it better...

when i reached home...i called vivian and told her all the things that yvonne told me inside school...she agree that what yvonne said...she also told me she will talk back with yvonne but not now...because she still cant accept that sentence...'change you 2 friend...to get jess...'...so i told her i know how hurt that feeling....i really know...sigh...maybe you need some time to accept...because...it already a truth...wait you two 'hao hui' la...^.^