Sunday, September 23, 2007

it cant be "dang" never happen...

Today lolipop message me...she say: " sammie....sorry i make u sad and no mood becoz of tat case..when i saw yvonne sms me tat kind of msg...i reali get shock...why u will so fast tell her the message tat i sent to u...so i onli think tat u are bad...it is becoz i already very "fan"...then still let me noe u told her tat thingz...i only will think all the bad thingz about u...dun think the good things..if i really think u are bad...i wont tell u all the thingz...rite?i'm not meant tat u are bad...i'm not serious...hope tat u aso can 'ti liang' me...i noe tat u are a good fren to have...everytime u stand by me...i still think like tat...i'm so sorry..will u forgive me...no next time...u din angry me den gud la...i dun wan i lose 1 more best fren...so we jus 'dang' nothing happen lah..."....sorry lolipop...my fren i cheat u... u hope tat i can jus 'dang' nothing happen...sorry...i cant...it already a knife put on my heart...so pain...so sad...and aso very dissapointed on myself...it is jus like a broken mirror...it cant be as same as it havent dropped on the floor..forever...yvonne...u noe wat kind of feeling i had now....actually...lolipop no need said sorry to me...becoz i swear...tat is reali my false...is me cant keep secret..so the situation onli will becum more worst..juz becoz my attititute...i cant jus act like never happen..jessie: "why u becum like tat...u noe how i'm sad...why u wan make me so dissapointed...why??..."...i reali cant answer u my dear...i already blur...i already dunno wat kind of person am i...so please dun keeping ask me...but today...u message me...u say: "sorry that yday scold u like tat...coz u are my best fren i onli will scold u like tat...hope u understand..." jess...u no nit said sorry to me...u are rite...i really is a worst frenz to hav...i should't let all of my fren worry me...becoz i wan all of u think me is a gal tat happy alwiz...but i din archieve my goal...i jus let u all felt tat i chage already...felt so dissapointed on me...yvonne...thank you...is u tell me tat is dosent my false...u aso wan to noe wat i give u to see...u let me see the touching song and story....u make me feel tat tat is can be real in our real life...i reali thank for it...but...give me some time...i will be fine....i wont make u all felt dissapointed and sad again...i wont like a person tat not 'li zi'...i will think mature...really very very very sorry...my all dear frenz...please forgive me...my bad attitute....

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