Wednesday, September 26, 2007


LOVE: Home and domestic issues are extremely important to you this year. You will feel close to those you love in your home environment. You are selective about emotional attachments. You have many positive friendships and feel socially comfortable. Being the sentimental and emotionally sensitive Pisces that you are gives you a gentle compassionate and loving personality, and the opposite sex appreciates that about you.


You are idealistic and self-sacrificing. People adore you and can't get enough of your good nature, especially since you are a reliable friend and companion. Cuddling up next to a fireplace and having popcorn while watching a romantic movie or reading a book ignites the fantasy of having an intimate relationship. You'll find happiness when you connect with your higher self, and you function at your best when staying true to your fundamental vision of spiritual union in the world. Find someone who shares that vision.


Your comfort level will definitely be going through some changes this year and you may even feel an urgency to move into a permanent home base. Emotional risks aren't something you want to take, and you may feel insecure about sharing your love with anyone else. As a result, you may feel vulnerable and raw. This year, learn how to overcome fears and trust your higher self to find the perfect relationship for you. In the springtime, you may be ready for a new relationship, or want to find new avenues of expression in your current relationship. You will be going through a lot of positive changes regarding your feelings this year, and it will make an enormous difference in your life.

Monday, September 24, 2007


OVERVIEW: Pisces is having a once in a lifetime opportunity for great changes this year. You will be having the time of your life, expressing your loving and compassion to the world and fulfilling your boldest dreams. There won't be a dull moment and you will intuitively know exactly what path to follow and what feels right in your heart.

You will feel compelled to grasp new opportunities that manifest self-transformation in your career. You're stepping into your power easily, especially around April when you are urged to express your visionary mentality. You might rediscover your musical abilities and express yourself in creative ways. You have the power and inspiration to bring mystical sensitivity to what's around you. It's time to bring out the dreamy, loving and compassionate side of yourself and let it shine.

You may want to get involved in writing, be it lyrics, poetry or just self reflection.Your idealistic nature is inspired from a strong connection to your surroundings, and you easily express yourself from a place of inner awareness. Your natural ability to communicate ideas to others is keenly perceptive now. Focus on trusting your intuition and you will get through nearly any circumstance. You need to lighten up about difficulties in life. Don't be so critical and overly concerned about details. Because you're so sensitive to others' moods, you may feel like you're not coming across in a very positive way. Take time out and have fun this year. Embrace that intimate love relationship you have!
yesterday night...like about 10:15 pm...vivian was called me...i thought her jus wanna chat with me...but her voice was so serious...so i asked her : " eh..wat's going on? "she said that yvonne called her...and she said something that was very hurt to us...yvonne said : " you and cai didn't lend your hand to help me settle the problem...you two like watching me let the fire burn on my body...but diddn't come to resuce me...just let it be...somebody that was come to help me and resuce me is jess..not you two...i'm so dissappointed on you...if that is a change...i hope that i can change you 2 friend...to get jess..."....oh my god!!!we just like get a big shock and so damn sad...how can you said that kind of word?? we dosent understand...yvonne...vivian and me can describe that we are best fren...becoz we already know each other since i standard 1...until now we still are friend...we already know each other almost 10 years...how can you said like that??...i cant accept it...it is very hard to accept...heart just like broke..vivian also very sad...she said how can she accept it...she cried...when i was on bed...i felt that i cant fall asleep...this two was too much things happen around me...sigh...
today...yvonne told me that she was not serious when she said that word...she just want to 'jik' us...she dosent meant like she really want to do it...she just wan to wake us up...don't always said dunno when something was happen...dont just kept quiet...give some comment to her...to solve our problem..she explain many things to me...she teach me many things...she also told me that i should't be like that...i should be responsiblity...as a friend...i should do something for solve our friendship's problem...thanks for telling me the truth...my best friend...i cant find another friend that is better than you..although...that was quite sad when i heard that...as a friend...i will try my best to do it better...
when i reached home...i called vivian and told her all the things that yvonne told me inside school...she agree that what yvonne said...she also told me she will talk back with yvonne but not now...because she still cant accept that sentence...'change you 2 friend...to get jess...'...so i told her i know how hurt that feeling....i really know...sigh...maybe you need some time to accept...because...it already a truth...wait you two 'hao hui' la...^.^

Sunday, September 23, 2007

it cant be "dang" never happen...

Today lolipop message me...she say: " sammie....sorry i make u sad and no mood becoz of tat case..when i saw yvonne sms me tat kind of msg...i reali get shock...why u will so fast tell her the message tat i sent to u...so i onli think tat u are bad...it is becoz i already very "fan"...then still let me noe u told her tat thingz...i only will think all the bad thingz about u...dun think the good things..if i really think u are bad...i wont tell u all the thingz...rite?i'm not meant tat u are bad...i'm not serious...hope tat u aso can 'ti liang' me...i noe tat u are a good fren to have...everytime u stand by me...i still think like tat...i'm so sorry..will u forgive me...no next time...u din angry me den gud la...i dun wan i lose 1 more best fren...so we jus 'dang' nothing happen lah..."....sorry lolipop...my fren i cheat u... u hope tat i can jus 'dang' nothing happen...sorry...i cant...it already a knife put on my heart...so pain...so sad...and aso very dissapointed on myself...it is jus like a broken mirror...it cant be as same as it havent dropped on the floor..forever...yvonne...u noe wat kind of feeling i had now....actually...lolipop no need said sorry to me...becoz i swear...tat is reali my false...is me cant keep secret..so the situation onli will becum more worst..juz becoz my attititute...i cant jus act like never happen..jessie: "why u becum like tat...u noe how i'm sad...why u wan make me so dissapointed...why??..."...i reali cant answer u my dear...i already blur...i already dunno wat kind of person am i...so please dun keeping ask me...but today...u message me...u say: "sorry that yday scold u like tat...coz u are my best fren i onli will scold u like tat...hope u understand..." jess...u no nit said sorry to me...u are rite...i really is a worst frenz to hav...i should't let all of my fren worry me...becoz i wan all of u think me is a gal tat happy alwiz...but i din archieve my goal...i jus let u all felt tat i chage already...felt so dissapointed on me...yvonne...thank you...is u tell me tat is dosent my false...u aso wan to noe wat i give u to see...u let me see the touching song and story....u make me feel tat tat is can be real in our real life...i reali thank for it...but...give me some time...i will be fine....i wont make u all felt dissapointed and sad again...i wont like a person tat not 'li zi'...i will think mature...really very very very sorry...my all dear frenz...please forgive me...my bad attitute....

Saturday, September 22, 2007

wat kind a human am i??y i make somebody tat are love me sad...and dissapointed of my attitute...јзѕѕіз says:"why u still wanna like that?i really dunun what u thinking lo why u cant think mature wor why wanna like that u know how sad am i when i saw u like that u make me so disappointed im so sam tong at u"....keat said"i brought u a neckles before we break...cause the second month i did't brought u anything then coming in the 3rd month i call my sister to buy it...remember i will give you a suprise that i say before?but i throw it alr..becoz i cant 4get everythinh...i hold the neckles and i cry 4 1 week at last i cant stand it anymore.."lolipop"y u wan let yvonne see tat msg..i think i let cai tat 'chu mai'..."....sigh...i make all of my frenz..or even my ex bf sad...y i'm so bad??all is my false...i'm not "pei" to becum ur fren...is im not mature...if i think carefully...or just kept quiet...maybe all the thing will be better...now...juz becoz i'm so bad..."xian hai" my fren-lolipop...onli will become like tat...i reali...damn damn damn bad...no "zhi ge" to hav a good fren...a lover..i'm juz a bad gal...is cant hav a fren tat treat me so good...just leave me alone la...my dear fren...

haiz...

i felt tat 22th is a bad luck date to me...i break up wif my both bf aso on tis day..my fren argue until "fan min" aso drop on tis date..sigh.....yday..yvonne..chien and cui sin were argue...umm... beause of some small thingz...i thought tat they we become fren again..but tat answer is not wat i'm think...i think tat tis is my false..if i din let yvonne to see tat massage..maybe tat will be a change tat can be frez again..sigh...but i let her see...i think i'm a not a good fren to have...even a girlfriend..so i wont said tat who is the right or wrong...i just felt tat chien reali change alr...i noe tat u alr enough tat need to "ren" yvonne attitute...but the message tat u sent to me...i can tell u tat is the first time i never seem before...it is quite shock when i read tat..i like felt tat is not chien tat i noe...u like another gal who tat i dunno...i cant say any comment in tis case...becoz i aso not a good fren..but i hope tat tis kind of thing..wont happen again..if i will lost another frenz...i pray tat..today jess..jill...yvonne...cuisin and i go to time square again..but the mood is damn not good...haiz...today it should be 7 of us go out...sigh...y will become like tis de??sweetie 7 is not sweet anymore... =.=...

Wednesday, September 19, 2007


TODAY the bm teacher was very funny...he suppose to teach us permahaman komsas...but he started to tell us about love...hehee...he said tat nowadays many ppl pak tou at this time...he said tat it is a super stupid thingz tat if u pak tou at tis time..no i dun think so...coz i aso got pak tou as im a student...heehee...especially chinese gal...but malay and indian aso hav la..hehe...he tell us about his past...about his love...he said love is sth tat very mulia..it cant be sell or buy...so that we should appreciate wat we have now..after recess..we take 1 additional math question paper from my classmate..she tell us tat the question need to pass up on tommorrow...oh my god...how can i finish all the question ??but luckly tat is objective question...hehehee..
nw is about 3:47pm..as i nothing to do...i edit tis pitcure...nice?these pic was taken on merdeka day...i love u all..gals..kekeke..^.^

Saturday, September 15, 2007

yday i argue wif my parents...it's juz becoz of the DVD...how stupid!!they alwiz think tat them is rite...correct...y muz like tat a??i juz watch DVD oli...i juz wanna faster finish watch tat movie...u all started to said me useless...oli noe how to watch tv...do some useless thingz...waste time...said tat i bcum more and more bad attitute...
do u noe feeling am i?how sad am i?it is reali pain..when u all said tat i'm change..i'm still is your daughte..i never change...it's juz u all felt tat i'm bcum no manners..mayb u all are rite...
but not all the thingz tat u all said rite den it muz rite..sometime u all aso nit to try to listen wat im thinking..or explain...u all oli how to cal me shut up...listen to u all...dun argue wif u...coz u all rite...tat is my house...my family too..it is tat i cant speak out wats my mind thinking?
mommy..u said tat u very 'sum tong' when u see my attitute..i aso very 'sum tong' tat u said me useless...as a daughter..i already trying to do my best...but wat ever i did...aso not the standard or thingz u all want..even compare wif another ppl daughter...*sigh*...i dun care wat u all thinking...coz i will do my best to prove tat i'm still is ur daughter like last time...i promise...

Today...8:20a.m in the morning..i almost sleep over time...luckly got enough time prepared tuition stuff..i did't said a word to my mother..i juz take Rm10 from her...after i finish tuition...i went to eat my breakfast wif my babies..jess and jill..we went to time square..a new restaurant called ~shabu shabu~...it is a japanese restaurant..we order our food and drinks..heehee look nice rite??
after we finish our breakfast...we went to sungai wang...we go to max's shop...~clash cut~hehehe..as we dun have anythingz to do at there...we went to metrojaya..looked at baby stuff :)and then over to billabong...we then camwhored with some softtoys....
jess look so cute...kekeee...cute as the 2 doggie

we aso take our pic...nice..heehee...i love u all..my babies...muaks

went over to parkson.and jill saw the mamegoma machine....jess and i aso choose the same machine...bcoz it is so cute!!...hehehe...long time tat i did't play tis kind of things..make me remember sweet memories when i was a child..


1...2...3...4..5...one is mine...jill...jess...jill's bro...and aso my other babies yvonne...heeehee..like about 2 oclock we went baack home...i was happy that my mummy didnt angrying wif me..we having our dinner at my house downstairs..kekeee^.^

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

2day so boring la...jill and yvonne din come to school...
just dear dear jess and i..sob sob so "ke lian" T.T
like about 9 sth we 2 sha po started to sleep as nth to do...keeekee....
but our class is too noisy edi until wake we 2 up...
becoz our "leng zai" bm teacher din cum to school la...keekee...
after tat we make a promise about our SPM result...just between dear dear and i...
if i take at least 3 As or maximum 5 As out of 9 subject(no idea la...so stupid) jess will get me a present about Rm100...heehee...
in contrast..if she tahe her result 6-8 As (she aim her resutlt so high o..not me cal her wan lo) kekeee..i will get her present too
so we said tat we must do our best..tis is a target tat we have to archieve...my classmates said tat they dun wan to cum to school 2molo o...mayb juz 6-9 ppl cum..hw leh??
haiz...no idea la...yvonne 2molo wan to cum tim...so i muz pui her la...coz i'm a person tat very got "yi hei"wan...kakakaka...

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

When you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
And nothing, oh nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
and soon I will be there
To brighten up even your darkest night.

You just call out my name,
and you know wherever I am
I'll come running,
to see you again
Winter, Spring, Summer or Fall
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah
You've got a friend

If the sky above you
Should turn dark and full of clouds
And that old North wind should begin to blow
Keep your head together
Call my name out loud, yeah
Soon I'll be knocking upon your door

You just call out my name,
and you know wherever I am
I'll come running, oh yes I will,
to see you again
Winter, Spring, Summer or Fall, yeah
All you got to do is call
And I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah

Hey aint it good to know that you've got a friend
People can can be so cold
They'll hurt you, and desert you,
Well they'll take your soul if you let them, oh yeah
But don't you let them

You just call out my name,
and you know wherever I am
I'll come running,
to see you again. Oh baby don't you know that,
Winter, Spring, Summer or Fall
Hey now, All you got to do is call
Lord I'll be there, yes I will
You've got a friend
oh oh you've got a friend
Ain't it good to know, you've got a friend
Oh yeah, you've got a friend.
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Thursday, September 6, 2007

finally update my blog!!

i finally update my blog la...
hehehe...today...we alll discussed about our new blog...
it is a blog about sweetie7 best frenz inside the skul...
the member of tis blog are~~
chocolateduck(cuisin)~~honey puppy(jess)~~kitten ice-cream(yvonne)~~
cuppies panda(jill)~~brownie pony(sammie)~~
chickie lolipop(chien)~~cookies piggy(vivian)~~
hehehe...we all very happy when discuss our new blog...
even the moral teacher was teaching..kekeke....
tis teacher is very boring...she can play her magic which is how to make us feel sleep....
she knoe tat we did't listen to her...so she keeping called us...
but we did't choi her...hehehe...
after skul we shud go for tuition...
but we need to complete our additional mathematics...so we skip our tuition...
me and jessie eat our lunch at KFC...heheee...
after 3 oclock like tat..we going back home la..
tomorrow we going to watch movie lo--
black sheep...
waiting tommorrow la...hehe