Today went to my uncle’s hse as usual…

moody day…

as yday night some unhappy happen between us…

argue with him…

but I still need to act as I was nothing in front of my parent…

went out for breakfast…

chat with him although we both also unhaapy…

I think that was my fault again…

said sth that was not suppose to say to him…but I did…*sigh*…

after we ate breakfast…then we started to go to uncle’s house…reached there around 1pm…really no mood…lying on my cousin sister bed…sms with him…

"do u still want to go out on sun?i mean yourself ”

he called me after a few sec…his sound heard like very down…

just same with me…not longer we started arguing…

I knew that was my as I said something that really hurt him..

so I just keep quite…

but when he said until something there was really hurt me…

my tears was dropped by itself…I dunno why it will so suffer…

at the moment my heart was pain…dunno how to describe it…

actually I really dunno how big that the fault I made…

I knew it was suffer when u heard what im talked to u…

but I dunno wat can I describe my feeling now….

u knew that when u said that sometimes u felt that really hated me

as every time I did wrong things I only how to said sorry…

nothing real action to show u that I was really like u..

I do but since u say that I said like fake…really fake…

whatever I did u cant felt that it was real…

u made me cant speak out even a word as I really dunno wat can i do already…

I really dunno how to tell u that I love u..

u told me that find a good reason that we go out with a happy…smilly day…

put down ur call…

inside my mind was nothing!! really funny…

u sent told me that u only said

becoz u were angry…

becoz u were unhappy…

I thought I will be fine..but I cant…really hard to stabling my emotion…

when u called me again said “bao bao”…

I really suffer at the moment…

act I should happy but I cant did it…I thnk I was crazy…

if write really cant describe my feeling…

I think I will be fine in the coming days…I hope I can fine ^.^

*Thank you my cousin brother as they brought me souvenir from vietnam ..and my aunty gave me 1 set of hair care shampoo *