Last night…around 10 pm..while I was updating my blog...

i receive a message from jess…she told me that she nit to go interview a jod tat was intro by her uncle on tomorrow…she told me tat she cant reject her uncle..

I was shock after read tat msg…

it is bcoz tat she already promised the boss she will go to work tomolo morning..then I asked her to work for 1 month…same like Yvonne…coz it was the better method..

she told me that her mummy dun wan she work at sg. Wang…I noe tat her mummy was the per tat very “hard neck”…she wont change her mind…

I aso knew that jess…u are very “wei nan”…between ur mummy and fren…

but ..tis time is ur fault…it wont be happen as u should tell ur mum since tat u noe u have a job at sg wang and will be work there soon…

since tat u told yvonne…she already let her family…yday that msg tat i send to u u…u ar very sad…I noe tat v are very “guo fen” send tat kind msg to u…but u noe tat our attitude..

as u noe us for a quite long time..yvonne was very angry…

for me..i didn’t stand at which side…as ur trusted fren…I only said the truth…I only wan tell u tat...i really hate u said urself stupid!!u aren’t stupid …and I never said tat as ur fren I was very suffer…

I very happy tat I have u tis kind of fren..we angry u it is becoz tat we do love u…all ppl live in tis world are perfect…dun ever said urself like tat…dun cry coz it dosen’t work…it will not help u…u should do sth when u wan to solve the problem..do u get wat I mean??dun alwiz said tat wan to die..after u dead ..wat u can get..

love from ur hubby??

love from ur family??

or love from frens??

u get nothings!!

mayb now u felt tat very suffer…but u will grow up one day…u noe??u wont alwiz stay in tis range..u will become more mature…the sight of u will be change..I dunno how to describe my feel now…actually I hope that it will not be happen between us..between our friendship…because I knew tat I can have all of u as my best friend is a thing tat hard to do and get it...wat I wan to tell u…not wan to said tat u are useless…

I wan u to be strong..dun alwiz blame urself…when tat was not ur fault..

and face the one u have make it wrong…

mayb wat I write at here…I will not goin to read it..even to c my blog…I just wan to tell u tat…if u really noe. Who am i>>Samantha cheah soo li and Yvonne hock…u will noe tat..wat I write at here are not rubbish…hope u will think about it...i dun wan tat we will bcum the case like before...i appreciate all of u..think carefully...

30.03.08…actually today I nit to go ching ming…but as I was already date with my fren to watch movie at pavilion there…so I did’t go…I noe that my parents was not happy that I do that…luckily they did’t scold me..only angry for a while ..woke up at 9..help my mummy hang out the clothes..and my chat with my babe for a while..prepared myself..wait for Yvonne then went out together…took some pictures …we went to watch “lao shi jia lao da”..a singapore and malaysia ‘s movie… but we was late as the reservation nit to take ticket 30minutes before the movie show…we reach there about 11:40a.m…luckily the movie was not as much as last time..so we got our tickets…the movie was very funny..inside the cinema…all ppl was laughing..included both of us…it was really really funny movie…it was not only entertaining…it aso had some educating…mat Jessie at sg wang as Yvonne and she nit to interview…not long later sofia was aso reached..accompany them to interview…they started to work tomorrow…after that had our lunch at Teppayaki …we asked sofia that why both of them will break up…discuss the love’s problem..is it all the couple together for a long period will break up in the end?? I think not necessary..bcoz all couples have their own problems…jess nit to go back home early as she nit to go her fren’wedding dinner…so accompany her went to time square…before she keave we took some picture as well…(heeeheee)..then we walked back to pavilion as we want to go miss forever to buy something to customize our phone…I aso brought 1 for my babe from Branelli…it was J..represent his first name’s alphabet…hope he will like it…^.^around 7 we went back home coz it was quite late...having dinner with family..

*happy birtday to u...jillian..*

*thank you for borrow me ur dress..yvone*

*sorry mummy...i noe tat i did't go for ching ming...u ar not happy about tat*

Today was the day I nit to go TAR college to submit my application as I wan to study at there…

woke up around 9 a.m. ..and called my boss as I haven’t tell him that I will go to TAR…prepared everything…check the form make sure that already filled up…took my breakfast and make up myself…then waited my friend>> Yvonne.. she also wan to study at TAR…the course that we taken was Diploma in Business Studies>> Business Administration and Diploma in Mass Communication>> Public Relations…finished our stuff ...then went to TAR college..1st we sat Star LRT go to Masjid Jamek ..reached there changed to Putra Line to go Wangsa Maju…after we reached we took bus to go TAR college…as we dunno how to go the register’s place…I asked the guard of the college to show me the way.

.* do u noe where is the register’s place?

~jalan terus turn left then I said thank you…

but act we dunno wat he talking about ?!! wat can we do? Then we found after asked many ppl…it was inside the blok A..aaked some question about the loan…put the application form..then went back…after 1 hour we finally reached sg wang as we took bus…we wan to go sg wang for buy mask and had our lunch there.. unluckily the shop tat sell mask was closed…go to try some shirt but at last did’t brought any 1 of them.. finish our stuff…then yvonne went to my house…we watched all the photo captured when she was inside the camp…really very funny!!(heeeheee)

*sorry my babe…today I was quite unhappy tat u was distrust me…and asked me tat kind of things.. at night when we chat..we was quite unhappy…about my future..u was worry about it…scare I will change my mind…I wont give u any promise now as I really dunno how matter will happen in my future life..i noe that I do love u now..but wat u told me really do hurt me… whatever u said I aso wont blame u…becoz is I make the confidents gone…*

22nd mar…today was the day to go to
Pangkor Island…woke up quite early.. around 5:30a.m..prepared myself..had cha xiu bao as my breakfast..as my cousin came to fetch us to go there..we waited him..during tat time my sweetie was sent me a morning message..i was shocked tat he woke up so early…later no semangat do to work then how???
*i:y wake up so early o??
*babe:coz u goin out early ma…then I acc u lo…
(Heeheee…so sweet to hear my babe said like that)
around 6:50a.m we started our journey.. the 1st station that we need to go was meet up my relative as we had about 6 family went together…we mat them at a temple…but not sure the location of it…as they haven take their breakfast..so we had some food as breakfast…after that we started our journey…we change our seat..i sat together with my cousins…reached pangkor island around 3sth as we needed to sit boot…went to hotel…(coral bay resort)…took our room and had our lunch…after lunch we walked to beach to have a look…then we went back to hotel…as the skies was grey-blue…we changed our clothà beach wear…den had joy had fun at the beach…

after finished played…went back to hotel…and washed our body and jumped into the smimming pool!(heeehee)…play and play…after that we was exhausted …cleaned up myself and waited for my dinner…we had our dinner in a restaurant which was near by our hotel….then went back to our hotel… chat with my cousin sister for a while as we was too tired….changed my sleeping clothes…then went inside my dream…………………….
Woke up around 8:30…I saw my phone that was 4 messages and 10++missed called…that was my sweetie called…. *sorry my sweetie…as I was too tired den I did’t wait ur called and did’t pick it up…make u so worried…really sorry!!* as I let him worried till cant slept for whole night…I fast gave him a morning msg and aso called him…after I finish my stuff …included take shower..my cousin sister suddenly came into my room then said : “u taking bath just now? Y u take bath?!we are goin to beach later and aso want to play banana boot!”
At that moments…I really dosent want to play because my body was quite pain…especially my legs…but when I heard tat wan to play banana boot den I started felt excited as I dosent played it b4….changed my wet beach wear back…went to my little cousin sister room to wake them up...after prepared…we took our breakfast at downstairs and went to beach…played our BANANA BOOT!!!!

(heheee)it was the time we needed to checked out and went back to kl … started our journey at 1sth…had my lunch at kuala selangor…a seafood’s cuisine…went back home individual…
At night…chat with my sweetie…talked a lot of things…after only I went to be pig!!( keeekeee)
I miss you …my sweetie!!muakx

Special for u…thanks for always stand beside me when I was down and upset about our problem..i noe u was also very sad when I told u that I cant let my parents noe …but u still an wei me..as u aso need somebody to an wei…thanks for do many things for me…buy many things that I want…but I did’t buy anything that was u like…even dunno wat u nit…I dunno how to explain how good that u treat me …I onli noe that I felt so sorry to u…because I always do somethings which are u hate the most…we argue about that..tat time u was so angry and xin tong…but at last u also will forgive me…I noe u really love me so much…but sorry my sweetie…I cant let my family noe that v are couple coz I noe that if I let them noe maybe we gonna to break up…I dun wan to lost u..im sure u too…so i felt that u really very suffer together wif me…sorry for make u sad…sorry for make u disappointed and sorry for all the things I make u felt so unhappy…but luckily u give me a chance to let me learn how to appreciate u…love u.. i noe maybe I was not enough good to be a gf as I was not so care about ur things.. i noe that u was felt not safe to be wif me as my attitude was like tat..but just tell me where u hurt i will do my best make it better as long as u give me a chance..i will prove it and show it I do love u..i noe I write like this is not enough…but give me some time I will let u noe how much that I love u…trust me..wat I promised u..i will try my best to do it…even though I was fail last time..

today was the day tat jillian need to go to Sabah for the stupid national service...before tat we together sent Yvonne and Jessie to go kuantan...now her turn...

woke up at 4 o'clock in the morning..(realy very early...)but the person tat come to

fetch us who was need to wake up at 3:35 a.m

as he need to fetch jess...yvonne...sofia and i...

*haix* poor thing..

really felt sorry to him...when around 4:25 a.m...he already reached my hse..after that we went to fetch yvonne...i tried to call her before we reach there...

but she did't pick up my call..as she haven woke up...i decided to fetch sofia 1st...then jesie...finally was yvonne...although it was turning around...

then started to go bukit jalil..when we almost to reach there...i called jill about tat we almost reach....really very shock to hear tat she was just woke up and just wan to go out...

but luckily her hse was near to bukit jalil..so we wait around 15 minutes then she was arrived...mat with her sent her to the bus hug togther...

and wait the bus till the bus gone...we wait started from 5:45 till 7 o'clock...after that we had dim sum as our breakfast...then went back home...

i was almost late to go to office...hehee...

jillian..hope all the best!!!!take care!!

we will miss u!!muakx...

today was the date to take my result…woke up quite early like about 7:30 a.m as the result will be give at 10 o’clock…my dear fren>>Yvonne was did’t pick up my cal since yday nite…I was very worry her…wat happen to her ya?? so I decide to wait her to call me…I started to take bath…make up…and had my breakfast…it was 9 a.m when I finish my stuff..yvonne still haven call me…den jess and fia started asked me how to go and when will be reach… I aso dunno how to tell them..like about 10 Yvonne told me tat she was just woke up and yday slept at 7 p.m…she will be reach at 1030...let her jik sei la...(hehe)…reached skul I hav to wear the stupid track bottom as I wore short pants…(heehee)…my fren looked at me….see my stupid look…sigh…I went to my teacher place and my teacher give me tat result…I was quite shock tat I did’t take A for my morol..sigh…sad on it..i got A1 for my math..science and economics…B3 for my Bm and accounts…B4 for my English…history and aso my morol…I aso dot a C6 for my add. Math…told my parents…my cousins and my frens…when I got my result…after took all my leave school certificates …we wait for jill’s mummy come to fetch us to go pavilion…but fia cant to join us as she nit to work after taken the result…reached there about 11:30a.m…we straight away go to M.A.C to buy mascara and blush…I asked the sale to intro some good mascara with Cantonese

~i: can u intro wat is the good mascara?
The saler: yes..pordon??

den I was realized tat he was a malay guy but look like Chinese…and he was quite handsome oo…(hehehee) he helped Yvonne and I to test the product…I brought a mascara and blush for own and Yvonne aso brought a mascara for her own..

after that we went to benefit as jess wan to buy sth she wan to buy since she haven go to national service…tat was cosmetic for eyes…can make eyes look big and more semangat…(heheee)I aso wan to buy it but it was quite expensive…it cost RM 145…but Yvonne and I decided to buy conceler..it only cost Rm 89…very valuable…after take I go to find ATM machine as I used RM122 for my cosmetics and I need to treat my frens to eat lunch…took Rm 100..we decided to have our lunch in a restaurant named as

*Tony Roma’s*..ribs …seafood and steaks restaurant…

we served by a cute guy called *boy* …

make by him ^.^

he was very nice and so cute!! the services at there was very good..we ordered some lunch set…I ordered a marinated chicken pasta+soup+ice lemon tea…Yvonne>>bbq chic+ soup+ice lemon..jess>> marinated chicken+soup+ice lemon…and jill>>fish n chip+soup+sprite…when the meal was came…it was very very very large…especially my meal..it was very full when I finish my meal…it was not expensive as we ate till so full and it’s service charge was okay..only 7.00…after paid..we when to sg.wang ..

tried some new look I haven tried b4…but I was lack of money..

then we walked over to time square…we realized tzt it was raining..so jess ask her hubby to fetch us back...we find a shop tat called *backstage*…it was located on 6 floor…we brought some mask at there and and Yvonne brought kate’s eye’s shadow…it was nice… :(…next time I sure wan to buy…(hehehee)..had some drinks at *sek hou* ...about 5:30pm we wait for kraven and went back home...when we reached yvonne's hse we took some pic with her doggie

today really was a happy day although i got a not good result...but i happy tat i buy wat the things i like... :)

Yeah!!! My dear frens will be coming back tomolo morning around 9 o’clock and will be reach at afternoon…really happy to hear about that…really very miss them la…so tonight they having a farewell party…dunno how they feel now?? Wednesday is the day we nit to go to take our spm result…really feel so scare…but good or bad I aso need to accept it…sign…hope there will be good result…one week ago..my phone was sent to warranty because its motherboard was broken.. I thought it will be ready to take on tomolo so I cant use it on wed.. unluckly…it will be done on Friday…sign… whatever la…better than none!!!!(heheehe)

finally update lo..

Have a long time I did’t update my blog as I have to work…somemore my daddy did’t pay the phone bills…make me cant online for this few days…I already work for more than 2 months…although is quite suffer but in this few months..i learn many things of accounting things…and aso some knowledge about repair computers…especially to format the computers and one software called~ghost~...(heeehee…dunno how to explain but an important things for computers)…the other way..i was miss my frens so much…but their ar goin bac on next Tuesday ..really happy when I get that news.. but I also got a bad news that spm result is coming out on next wed…I wait the result come out for long time…but when I heard tat I still felt scare tat I cant get good result for that… I scare I will make my parents disappointed...*sobsob* I hope that can get good good result as I really hardworking for my revision… jillian like goin sabah for national service…if I can I sure will accompany her to go to bukit jalil early in the morning…like before 6a.m..i will try my best to go…I get my salary on 28 feb 2008…but really not so much…only hav RM 800++…give my parents RM 100 for each..although like that when my fren back I aso will go shopping for buy the things tat I wan before.. (heeeheee)waste money anot a??!!…my dear frens…I really do miss u all…I got a lot of thinhs wan to share wif u all…sofia was busy…yvonne u ar the one understand me..i really wan to share wif u my happiness and and sadness…although sometimes u call for me to chat…u aso hav a lot of things to share wif me…share wif me about ur life inside the camp…everything tat u mat inside the camp…I can still remember tat when u and dear dear jess went to the pahang..we all so upset…worried about ur life inside the camp…but luckily now already 04.03.08…still have 1 more week then I can c u all..sorry that I cant meet u two on tat day u back…coz need to work…meet u all when we get our result…hang out on tat day..if I get a good result…(heheee)…I aso hope tat my fren…my form 5 classmate and my work staff (rayson and dash) can get good result too… I will pray for it…